Friday, May 16, 2008

i threw a pity party...

i threw a pity party yesterday, no one was invited but me...after 2 phone calls from the school, cold weather, and everything going poo-poo on me in my world, i decided to go ahead and welcome the gloomy cloud over my head. i went to bed early after watching t.v. (something i really haven't done in a few weeks) and started to read another shannon hale book (pride and prejudice was a little too much for me last night) but my pity party is over, (i now remember why i try to be delusional and not ever throw those kind of parties it can be addicting)...my grass is mowed, my quick (ha) trip to the box store was actually the most pleasant experience i've had in a long time there, there were no lines, and the checker was EXCELLENT in customer service...
i also received some homemade goodies, fresh jam and bread. i had a good talk with nate this morning, how there's only one more week of (hell) school...i feel so bad for him, i want to just pick him up and rescue him every time. but i can't, i know he's not the first kid to go through this, and i know he's not the last one either. all i can do is pray that i can be a better parent for him and not to take things personally.

7 comments:

girlsmama said...

You have very pretty toes! I'm sorry you had a bad day. But I'm glad you let yourself have a little me time. One more week and it will be a little better.

Mindy said...

Well, you should've invited me to your pity party, and I should've brought presents!! I'm sorry things have been hard. Just know I love you, and I think you're amazing! AND I'm going to see you soon! Yay!

Miss Jen said...

hang in there! School is out in just a few weeks and hopefully that will help some!


Call me if you need to talk!

Bonnie said...

Whenever i have a day like that I am so thankful for a good night's sleep and morning when everything looks a little better. God is so good to us in every way.

Sometimes it just gets a little cloudy. Hang in!

haley said...

next time invite me- i'll try to cheer you up! thanks for sharing both your ups and downs. it's makes the rest of us feel 'normal' when someone as amazing as you is willing to share the truth of you life with us. hope your day was better today!

Marie said...

What day are you planning on hanging out with Burg, Becca, Kara, and everyone?

burg3g said...

Is it wrong to be glad someone else is havinga bad day? For some crazy reason it makes me feel like I'm not the only one who seems in a funk these days. I also agree that your toes are super cute ;) Have you heard from Jake? Chris emailed me yesterday saying they were there and fine.

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