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i threw a pity party…

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i threw a pity party yesterday, no one was invited but me…after 2 phone calls from the school, cold weather, and everything going poo-poo on me in my world, i decided to go ahead and welcome the gloomy cloud over my head. i went to bed early after watching t.v. (something i really haven’t done in a few weeks) and started to read another shannon hale book (pride and prejudice was a little too much for me last night) but my pity party is over, (i now remember why i try to be delusional and not ever throw those kind of parties it can be addicting)…my grass is mowed, my quick (ha) trip to the box store was actually the most pleasant experience i’ve had in a long time there, there were no lines, and the checker was EXCELLENT in customer service…
i also received some homemade goodies, fresh jam and bread. i had a good talk with nate this morning, how there’s only one more week of (hell) school…i feel so bad for him, i want to just pick him up and rescue him every time. but i can’t, i know he’s not the first kid to go through this, and i know he’s not the last one either. all i can do is pray that i can be a better parent for him and not to take things personally.